paranoid android

For the past few months I have come to the conclusion that I' am a machine! Everything I do is in preparation or only beneficial to the creation of music. I feel like I do not have the ability to indulge in alot of things average heartful people partake in anymore. This is when I question why people say that I'am such a wonderful person. In order to have that complimant relevant, I have to become a person, and not such a mechanical machine who can really only relate to a jukebox!